You, Me And My Pain

Alone again at night
To drown myself in sorrows
the cold wind blowing in my face
As I sit here in the dark
A tiny candle, my only light
A tiny flame, my only warmth
Sit on the beach in the middle of the night
And think of nothing but you

The sand is cold
My face is wet
Both my wrists are bleeding
A pool of blood on the snow white sand
That shall never be seen
I get up and slowly walk home
Knowing that the sand holds all my secrets
And the waves are my only friends

The cold winter air bites my face
In the flickering light of the fire
Nobody ever sees me
Nobody will ever know
Know what I do in the darkness in the middle of the night
The blade glides across my wrist
The blood runs down my arm
It's all because of you
And still you feel no pain